2012-11-05

Believer and non-believer

Subhanallah walhamdulillah, Allah had gave me chance to join an open discussion about islam at a gospel  last saturday. I and my friend arrived a bit late because we're stuck in a traffic jam. Plus, the taxi driver doesn't know the place! We're rounded at the same place more then twice. Then, my friend made up decision to drop off the cab. Alhamdulillah, the gospel was only opppose the place we're standing!

I had missed the talk from the first speaker who delivered his paperwork about islamic state. Im not going to mention any name here because "the contain is much more important than the container". As we arrived, a christian man greeted us politely and bring us infront. I greeted the man beside me and smiled. At the time, a blonded-hair women asked the panel about their sexuality freedom, LGBT and the Q&A section continued until almost 1.00 p.m.

The are a lot of question from the non-muslim about islamic state. Here im concluding their questions and statements. Really hope it'll make we rethinking our way in sharing our believes (islam). First, some of them doesn't care much more about the idea of islamic state, as long as their got a better life with the new goverment. The idea of islamic state is too perfect and someheow it looks unlogic (in human sight). Hence, most of muslim doesn't practic what islam ask them to be. So, how come they believe that islamic state is the best solution. Second, the idea of islamic states must not betray the country constitution. A lawyer utter his view that the constitution which made on 1957 must be followed. If we betray it, for what reasons we created it before. Third, a part of them (maybe major) cannot accept the term "islamic state", they look islam as a very political religion which love the power. One of them want a secular state while the other said that we have to face the religion competition to know which religion is the best (but this view got many critics). Forth, hudud law, this is the biggest misunderstand in islam among them. Hence, the chinese translate hudud as 'cutting hand', the islamic state rise the society fear about hudud. (It had been politicised by some party). And there is a lot more about islam being questioned.

Im not giving any answer responsed by some individu in the discussion, but put it fully on your shoulder to answer it yourself. ~Rethinking the basic to create the brighter future~

2012-10-26

Free your mind~

Every seconds in our life, we're thinking and now we're still thinking. There are many picture had been captured in our mind, a lot of sound playing through our ears and variety of feeling circling in our heart. Actually every single person cannot stop theirself to think, am I right? But the ultimate enemy of thinking is --> laziness. Your laziness make your mind stop thinking, your neurons stop connecting which means you'll stop learning and understanding!

The specialist in NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming) said every people have 100 thousands neurons in their brains-every single people! Thats means : the number of neurons in Mahathir's brains is equal with yours, and also equally with Dato' Najib or Tok Guru or Izzah Anwar or any other people. Does it make sense that you can actually think like their way of thinking? because Allah had gifted us the equal number of neurons! The common lament of malays and maybe muslims.. " I can't think like them, my head will spinning if I'm thinking critically".

 Dear my beloved bro and sis in islam, can't you see the place of islam in the world's view? They had judge us as a weak community, not up-to-date and terrorist! The muslims was dump, they can't have freedom in their thinking. Quran had prohibit us from thinking! The prophet doesn't like with people who asked many question.. we're not like the western people. They had their freedom in thinking, they have their rights in uttering their voice. Are these statement right? Im refering to the ayat in our Holy Quran : Surah Al-Baqarah verse no. 260 :

" Dan ketika Ibrahim berkata 'Ya tuhanku tunjukknlah kepadaku bagaimana engkau menghidupkan org yang mati?, Allah berkata 'tidakkah kamu beriman?', Ibrahim menjawab 'Ya, aku beriman tetapi agar hatiku tenang (mantap)', Berkata Tuhannya 'Ambillah 4 ekor burung dan cincang-cincangkanlah ia, kemudian letakkanlah ia pada setiap bukti satu bahagiannya, kemudian serulah mereka, nescaya mereka akan datang kepadamu dengan segera' Ketahuilah bahawa Allah Maha Perkasa Maha Bijaksana"

Based on this verse, does Abraham a.s doesn't worshipped Allah when he asked unlogical question (on human's eyes) to Allah? No, he worshipped Allah with his genuine heart, but he only asked the question to convince his believe. This prove that islam does not prohibit it's devotees to ask in order to upgrade their iman! Look what at the way Allah answer His prophet question, He show it on his eyes! Means, humans need prove and something real to believe.

Islam doesn't teach us to become dump, short and closed-minded. Islam taught us to read, "iqra' " the first wahyu from Allah to our prophet, Muhammad s.a.w. We have to widen our area of thinking, accept what is good and reject what is bad for islam even it's come from kuffar. On top of that, we have to celebrate our differences. When we differ in thought with the muslim brotherhood, we have to respect others. As Allah taught us in Quran, chapter an-nisa' , verse 59 "
"kemudian, sekiranya kamu berbeza pendapat tentang sesuatu maka kembalilah kepada Allah dan rasul"

That was the best solution. Together we strive to kill our ultimate enemy --> laziness!! Nevertheless, I agreed with the opinion of Prof. HAMKA who said ' the ending of mind is the beginning of religion (islam)' ~hujung akal adalah pangkal agama~



2012-10-16

Mahasiswa, Kepimpinan dan Politik

Saya bagai seekor kancil dalam rimba mahasiswa. Masih seperti bayi kecil yang merangkak untuk memahami erti kemahasiswaan. Dalam kampus kecil yang kurang sentimen kemahasiswaan, saya kira saya masih terlalu kerdil untuk berbicara perihal mahasiswa. Pabila dibandingkan dengan sahabat2 dari usim, uia, ukm mahupun um, mereka lebih faham apa erti hidup sbg mahasiswa.Namun, semua itu tidak akan menjadi penyebab untuk saya menoktahkan tinta saya untuk entri kali ini.

Melalui perhatian saya, mahasiswa kini nampak lebih intelektual dan punya jiwa yg meronta-ronta inginkan kebebasan. Saya juga begitu. Dan sememangnya itu adalah jiwa seorang anak muda. Cuba bayangkan, seandainya semua anak muda berjiwa warga emas, apa akan jadi pada negara kita?

Menyoroti sejarah negara, sememangnya mahasiwa punya peranan penting dalam negara. Taktala perbalahan Kaum Tua dan Kaum Muda dulu, mahasiswa berada dalam kelompok Kaum Muda. Kaum yg inginkan pemurnian kepada ajaran islam yg lebih terbuka dan tidak jumud. Dr. Burhanuddin al-Helmi, anak kelahiran kedah merupakan salah satu tokoh Kaum Muda. Pada hakikatnya, Kaum Muda ini dicetuskan oleh golongan mahasiswa yg belajar di timur tengah dan menuruti pandangan Syeikh Muhammad Abduh dan Syeikh Jamaluddin al-afghani. (kalau salah betulkan saya)

Taktala saya dan sahabat memegang tampuk kepimpinan sekolah dahulu, kami (2 @ 3 org je sbnrnye) bersikap agak radikal (tp rasional) terhadap segelintir guru dan alumni. Sehinggakan pernah suatu ketika saya mempertikaikan program dari alumni yg saya kira tidak berfaedah kepada anak buah kami. Kakak yg saya marahi itu, agak terkedu dan hingga kini kami akan tergelak apabila bertemu. Suatu ketika (selepas spm) saya bersama alumni menjalankan prog. di sebuah sekolah. Saya mengulang kembali kata maaf apabila bertemu dgn kakak tersebut, namun ada sesuatu yg menjentik hati dan ingin dihighlightkn disini ialah kata2 kakak tersebut. " Dulu akak pun sama macam awak, jadi pimpinan supaya orang nampak kita hebat. Berlumba2 bwt prog yg terbaik dari pimpinan lepas, tapi lepas akak da mule keje ni baru akak nampak hadaf memimpin tu, bukan untuk manusia",  Kali ini, saya pula yg terkedu dan terkelu untuk berkata. 'Betul juga apa yg akak ni katakan'.

Mahasiswa dan kepimpinan! Saya lihat sudah ramai mahasiswa yg terlibat dengan kepimpinan, terutamanya mahasiswa berbangsa melayu. Dan kepimpinan di kampus pula, tidak dapat lari dari percaturan politik. Sehinggakan Bro Shahkirit Kalkulal Govindji kata " Orang melayu pergi ke universiti, ramai yang ghairah pada politik, bukan fokus pd pelajaran" (opss.. nampak pedas disitu). Namun, pandangan seorang kakak SIGMA (xigt post die) kak Wani "Saya lebih setuju keghairahan mahasiswa itu diletakkan pada tempat yg bermanfaat. cthnya : membela kebajikan mahasiswa". Ikhtilafu rahmah.

Pada sisi saya sendiri, amatlah bersetuju mahasiswa terlibat aktif dalam kepimpinan dan politik kekampusan. Kerana, amat jelas kesan dan faedah yg diperoleh dan dipelajari semasa menjadi pimpinan. Namun, keghairahan yg melampau, bukan sahaja membawa kesan negatif tetapi juga memperlihatkan kecetekan akal mahasiswa itu sendiri. Sekiranya matlamat utama kepimpinan kampus adalah semata-mata membela kebajikan ahli, maka itu bukanlah jiwa seorang mahasiswa islam. Percaturan politik kekampusan juga berbeza bg setiap kampus. Mana mungkin menyamakan percaturan di UM dengan percaturan di DQ. Suasananya berbeza, orangnya berbeza dan subjeknya berbeza.

Sebagai seorang mahasiswa islam, saya kira mahasiswa perlu cepat matang dalam tindakan dan percakapan. Tidak mengapa menjadi sedikit gila-gila tapi rancangan yg gila2 itu adalah hasil dari pemikiran yg matang dan rasional. Mungkin ada yg berpendapat isu yg saya bahaskan ini adalah isu 90-an, tapi bukankah tazkirah itu bermanfaat bagi org2 beriman. Seperti yg saya ungkapkan di awal perbincangan, saya hanyalah kancil kecil di rimba kemahasiswaan. (^_^)


 


2012-07-18

The power of bismillah...

salamun alaik..
Im just a normal 'naughty' girl before and im just like to share you my unforgettable experience. It was about the miracle of bismillah. One word that made me strong and qowiey!! Before im practising this word, I have heard a lot about its advanatges. The story of a wife has a bad-tempered husband which practising bismillah was very famous at my school. Finally, her husband agreed that bismillah could protact his wife from danger.

I was at the end of form 4 when the incident occured. My friends and I was about a month being the heads prefects of Shams. Then, the form 5 students (and others) brought a lot of 'haram' stuff (usual prob at the end of the year) , One nice evening, my f3 sis(prefect) came and told me that her roomate (f5) brought a handphone. I asked her to take it if she dare. Then, suddenly, she gave me a red and white handphone while we're at the preparation class. Im smiling before her for her braveness. How could a f3 student bravely took a handphone of f5 student? Furthermore, the big sis has her own group.

 Im focusing at my homework that night, abruptly my friend come and said "ana, ade akak nak jmpe". My eyes speedly glanced at the person behind the back door of my class. 'hurm.. I got it, it must be she.. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.." im whispering to myself. Slowly and calmly I got up from my sit and walked to her and her friend. Along the way, Im just reciting the miracle word. With a purely smile I greet her and asked why? Then..

"Urm.. urm.. enset akak ade kat kmu ke?" she asked while looking at her friend. she looked a bit frightened to asked me about her handphone. Then, she pulled her friend's clothe while asking me once again. " Aah.. ade dekat saya, malam ni saya bagi kat ustaz ye, ape2 pun kita jumpe ustaz dlu ye", I replied with smile. Only the Lord knows the chills around my neck (takut kot akak f5) huh.. Alhamdulilah.

Just after the prep. class, I went to see ustaz zaini at his room and gave him the handphone. Alhamdulillah, everything done! 11 o'clock at night, Aten and I prepared to lock the aspuri gates. Aten asked me to lock the left-side gate, suddenly, came the f5 sis and her friends to met me (again!) . Bismillah. They we're about to say something when Ustaz zaini's car abruptly drove behind me. The two sis stunted and leaved me alone. Im just smiling and.. alhamdulillah..

Its miracle right.. btw, im not sure - what im before is still me right now - mybe yes mybe no. and maybe the f5 sis is better than me right now. and if i tel her- she must laugh aloud.. it was just a piece of my experience.





  p/s - but, next year, students is allow to bring handphones.. thanks the govt. it lower the burden for my  little prefects ( handphone wasn't the haram stuff anymore, sis )  

2012-07-16

Solah jemaahly



"kekeruhan dalam jemaah itu lebih baik daripada kejernihan tika bersendirian" ~hukama'~


Have you ever fell depressed, give up or futur? Everything happens against yourself. You fell really tired and whispered to yourself  'let me go please' or 'im off!', Hurm.. seem like you're the only one who have problems.. the abundance of problem. It broke your heart into pieces - as tiny as particles. Huh.. it was really hard.

But, doesn't it has any solution? Of course - Behind every clouds, there is a silver lining! (( Inna maa'l u'sri yusra )) My friend said " Don't tell Allah that you have a very big problem but tell the problem - Allah is bigger than you, Allah the Almighty". Have you ever heard that solat jemaah can solve this matter? How does it work?

I had read an article wrote by dr. Yahya in Millenia about solat jemaah. It really bring us a lot of benefit. Do you know that every person has their own wave? actually, im not really sure about this ( because I never undergo an experiment for this statement) But, have u ever come near a radio then it suddenly sounds clear? and while you're leaving it return unclear. Hurm.. does it become an evidence that we have our own wave, rite?

Dr. Yahya said that when we perform solat jemaah we are actually sharing our waves. The lowest wave is theta and the highest wave is alpha (if im not wrong). When two person with different wave prayed side by side, it will balance their equivalent. The calmest person will lower the egoistic person in solat jemaah. Beside that, the position of muslimin in front of muslimat also have relation with the wave. As we know, the muslimin's wave is higher than muslimat. In this position, it helps lower the wave of muslimin and make it balanced. wow ~~ wonderful, right?

Gotcha! thats why when you are feeling depressed-- just get up and perfom the solah jemaahly.. you will find something in your heart. Allah knows the solution of every problems that we face.   

"Hayya ala solah"

2012-06-25

Takbir!!


Salamun alaik.. Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah...


"Akhirnya keputusan sudah muktamad, wakil Ikhwanul Muslimin, Mohammed Mursi diisytihar memenangi pemilihan Presiden Mesir yang pertama selepas Hosni Mubarak digulingkan awal tahun lalu.
Mohammed, yang mewakili Parti Kebebasan dan Keadilan, memperoleh 51.73 peratus undi atau lebih 13 juta undi manakala pencabarnya di pusingan kedua pemilihan, Ahmed Shafiq, yang juga bekas Perdana Menteri era Hosni, mengumpulkan 48.27 peratus undi atau lebih 12 juta undi.
Kemenangan Mursi disambut dingin oleh media pro barat dan ramai penganalisis menjangkakan ketidakstabilan akan berterusan di negeri para firuan itu.
Kini dengan kemenangan Ikhwanul Muslimin, penganalisis politik menjangkakan antara cabaran utama Mursi adalah berhubung dengan hubungan diplomatik antara Mesir dan Israel.
Selama ini, sejak di era pemerintahan Anwar Sadat, Mesir menandatangani perjanjian diplomatik dengan Israel dan merupakan sekutu kuat Amerika di negara yang berjiran dengan Palestin itu."  (AIDC)

P/s - Subhanallah 3x (^_^)


2012-06-14

Speculation?

Salamun alaik..

Hurm.. the sky glowing blue and the air refresh me this morning. Today I would like to tell you about sirah nabawiyah. The story after the prophet Muhammad had wafat. We often heard about how our prophet release his last breath. How much his love towards us? He begged Allah to rely the sakratul maut only on his shoulder.  The last words from him to us in the moments of dying is "ummati, ummati, ummati..".

After "Izrael" took his roh from his holy body, the sahabat cried a lot and some of them didn't believe the fact which the prophet had leave them forever. Then, the second most closed person to the prophet - Umar al-Khattab- said the everyone "whoever says that Muhammad had died (wafat), I'll cut his head off". Nobody dare to stare at him and correct him. Suddenly came the most trusted person in sahabah - Abu Bakar as-Siddiq- and said  " If you worshipped Muhammad, he had died but if you worshipped Allah He will never died" . Subhanallah- his simple word conveying the concept of the truth ubudiah, staight up the mistake done by others.

Before the funeral, the news of ansarians wanted Saad bin Ubadah to become th chaliph came to Abu Bakar, Umar and Abu Ubahdah a-Jarrah. Abu Bakar and the other sahabah rushed to the place they were discudding. The ansarians eagerly wanted Saad to become caliph because of their contibution in islam and jihad fi sabilillah. But, Abu Bakar had realize them by remembering them the prophet saying " the Imam is from bani Quraisy". Finally the ansarian agree with the muhajir by chosing Abu Bakr as the caliph. This tough situation occured after the wafat of the prophet and before his funeral.

 Can you see the important of chosing the truth-aqidah-based leader? They were delaying the proses of funeral of the Prophet just to choose the next caliph. .  Now, we can determine where is the place of caliph from the islamic perspective. Why they urge to chosse the next caliph before the funeral of Muhammad s.a.w? I'll let you find it yourself. Wallahua'lam.

p/s- whether choose the leader or perform your hajj, which one is important?  (^_^)






2012-06-07

Irshad Manji


Irshad Manji - one of the most notorious 'muslim' right now.  I dont want to tell you about her books that have been banned by JAKIM while our goverment had been claimed as 'coward and treats the citizens as children for the banning of the book'.  You may read it yourself at  irshad's book review , and her speech or discussion, you may search it at you- tube. There is a lot of source for her  opinion, which she call herself a reformist - " Im not a moderate muslim, im a reformist "

She has gone through many death treats and recently had been attacked at yogyakarta when she launched her book there. and many more NGO's had object and disagree with her ideology about islam. Her first book "the trouble with islam today " and "Allah, Liberty and Love" had produced a wave of controvertional, which make a lot of people against her on their speech, writings and demos.


The other side of irhad manji, (I want you to read these.. about herstory (from her blog))
"1968, Irshad was born in Uganda to parents of Indian and Egyptian descent. From 1971-73, the military dictator, General Idi Amin, expelled thousands of “Asian” families, including Irshad’s. As political refugees, they settled near Vancouver, Canada.
Irshad grew up attending two types of schools: the secular public school from Monday through Friday and, for several hours every Saturday, the Islamic religious school or madressa. While excelling in the public school environment, Irshad got kicked out of the madressa at age 14 for asking too many questions.
At the University of British Columbia, she majored in the history of ideas – earning the Governor General’s Medal for top humanities graduate.
Throughout those years, and to this day, Irshad studies Islam in the belief that what she received at the madressa was not education but indoctrination. As Irshad explains, “education unleashes the permission to think; indoctrination quashes it.” Hence the passion that Irshad feels for renewing Islam’s own tradition of ijtihad, or creative thinking. "

From herstory, we know that her education and experiences had lead her to this field of research. Im not backing her or agree with her opinion and her "ijtihad". How come im agreeing someone who claimed herself a lesbian and allow marriage between religions? im just utter the idea of how is the exact way to against her. For me, the best way to knelt her down by debating with her and give her the best answer from the eyes of islam. 

This is some of her critics in "the problems with islam today" (im just copying it since I can't read the book)

According to her, “Far from being perfect, the Koran is so profoundly at war with itself that Muslims who ‘live by the book’ have no choice but to choose what to emphasize and what to downplay. (…) What if it’s not a completely God-authored book? What if it’s riddled with human biases? (…) Having been hastily approved, what if the ‘perfect’ version was less than perfect? It stands to reason that the Koran has imperfections. The rapidity of Arab empire-building would have crystallized priorities, making religion a servant of colonization and not the other way around. Might some verses of the Koran have been manipulated to meet political timetables and goals?”

Manji says that “I do not pray in the conventional Muslim way. I did that until my mid-twenties but I realised that this was nothing more than an insignificant ritual. And finally, I refuse to do the pilgrimage to Mecca as long as Mecca excludes Jews and Christians for being on its soil. I don’t need to be religious in order to feel very comfortable to be a Muslim.”

According to her, “Islam was not always so close minded. During the ‘Golden age’ — between the 9th and 11th century — there existed a tradition of critical thinking in the Muslim world.” She later expands this timeline, claiming that “Between the 8th and 14th centuries, Muslim civilization led the world in innovation precisely because it let all manner of outsiders in — despite the threats they posed to order. The result? Several hundred years of creativity in agriculture, astronomy, chemistry, medicine, commerce, math, even fashion. It’s when the empire became insular to ‘protect’ itself that the motivation to remain robust, and the talent to do so, disappeared.”

On pages 160 – 162 of her book, Manji writes that: “September 11 is a searing reminder of what can happen when we hive ourselves off from the problems of ‘others,’ the lesson being that good global citizenship has colossal benefits for domestic security. Regardless of whether Westerners want to accept this fact, Westerners have to accept it. And we have to accept it now because Arab Muslims are experiencing a baby boom. (…) Whoever denies these kids economic and civic participation will incite a degree of chaos capable of convulsing much of the planet. The Arab baby boom is as much the West’s problem as it is the Middle East’s. (…) Why wait until millions more Muslims show up at Australian, German, and North American checkpoints? Isn’t it a basic matter of security that Muslims heading to these places arrive already knowing that Islam can be observed in ways that complement pluralism rather than suffocate it? (…) the West can’t advance without immigrants. (…) In short, the West needs Muslims.”
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Im just listing out her controversial opinion... hope we'll find the solution. 

2012-05-22

Syadid (ketegasan)

Salamun alaik.. alhamdulillah,
Terasa dekat benar jiwaku dengan segala perkara yang berlaku dalam program bersama adik2 baru pd minggu lepas. Ana ditaklifkan sebagai pembantu koordinator kepada programmer, dan lebih mengejutkan ditempatkan bersama programer yang syadid (tegas). Ana yang murah dengan senyuman ini (mungkin ^_^) terpaksa untuk memasamkan muka sepanjang waktu program. Subhanallah- berat nanang tugas ni..

Ana bersama sahabat2 lain bersungguh memerah otak untuk mewujudkan satu suasana tarbiyah yang syadid. peserta yang lambat akan dimarahi dan didenda ketika slot kami. Mereka dipaksa berkejar untuk mematuhi arahan kami, setiap peserta yang lambat mahupun blurr akan dimarahi oleh geng2 tarbiyah ini. At the same time, kami sentiasa diperingatkan supaya marah bukan kerana emosi, segalanya adalah satu wadah tarbiyah seorang hafizul quran dan khalifaturrahmnan. Tak kurang juga mendapat bantahan daripada orang atasan apabila kami mengemukakan cadangan denda yang memalukan atau kesyadidan melampau. kata beliau, "biarlah syadid kita berasas dan kita punya hujah untuk syadid' ( setuju 100%).

Masih lagiku ingat sewaktu slot kami mendenda fasi2, peserta bekejar mendapatkan fasi masing2. Kala itu, memang terpaksa meninggikan suara kerana semua orang menjerit, sampai serak suaraku waktu itu. Kami mahukan peserta mengerti erti sebuah persaudaraan, rasa keterikatan antara satu sama lain, dan pada waktu yang sama sentiasa beradab walaupun ketika diprovok. Moga2 kita tidak mudah melatah di jalan dakwah penuh duri ini. Tidak mudah melenting apabila dimarahi dan bersedia menerima arahan dari pihak yang teratas - untuk menghadam erti ke'wala'kan

Perlukah kesyadidan ini? ramai orang memperkatakan tentang ini. ramai juga yang tidak mampu menerima malah menolak tarbiyah secara syadid. Namun, duhai sahabat, kita melihat kepda sasaran dakwah.. kala itu kami berhadapan dengan insan2 hebat pilihan rabbi untuk menghafaz al-quran, mana mungkin seorang penjaga kalamullah kosong dari kekentalan jiwa, jauh dari kekebalan iman.

" Tetapi mengapa mereka tidak memohon (kepada Allah) dengan kerendahan hati ketika siksaan kami datang kepada mereka,?.." (al-an'am : 43)

Kami bukanlah hamba yang layak untuk mentarbiyah, kami hanya mahu menyalurkan tarbiyah jiwa yang telah kami dapat buat adik2 yang disayangi. Kalau difikirkan kembali, berapa ramai yang mahu dirnya dibenci? ketika menentukan siapa yang akan act saydid sewaktu slot, ketua disiplin dan ibadah (DNI) ada menyebut " kita mahu meminimumkan orang yang syadid, sebab kalau ramai yang syadid akan lebih ramai yang dibenci". Walaupun masing2 tahu bahawa kami bukanlah sengaja dan suka-suki melenting, namun analogi biasa yg dibawa, luka memang boleh hilang namun parut tetap akan kekal.

Duhai adik dan sahabatku sayang, ibu marah bukan kerana membenci, ayah merotan bukan kerana meluat, segalanya adalah manhaj tarbiyah insani yang mengikut tahap masing2. Begitu juga kami, kami bukan pendidik tapi kami pelangsung tarbiyah disni. Moga2 segalanya kembali kepada Illahi dalam keadaan jiwa nan suci. Wallahu a'lam~



I'm only a normal human being which want you to be an extraordinary person.. and lastly, if i'm wrong...



2012-05-11

Why are you studying?

salamun alaik.. love to talk about my favourite topic --> education!
someone said to me " even we're studying lillahi taala, we have to get the best result in exam, and at least become the dean's list, we'll be on the stage". Hurm.. something gets wrong here, you know why? because the term 'ikhlas' lillahi taala that i understand is vice versa. ikhlas means that you're doing something in the name of Allah and only for Him, then, you're not expect anything else others than what Allah had serve for you. By example, when you're studying lillahi taala, Allah will rewards you and will uphold you darjat. am i right? ( i got this in the book of 'adab hamalatul quran'). Then, what is the point by putting the stage as your target in study? are you going to boast out with you result?

Wait.. those words seems too harsh, right? then, someone asked me, "if we're praying solat hajat, then we asked something from Allah, does it means that we're not ikhlas?" ~ this is my answer : the solat hajat is perfomed to asked our needs from Allah, in addition, Allah said in Quran
 " ... Aku mengabulkan permintaan org2 yang meminta apabila dia meminta.. "
  BUT, it is different with studying, the main point of studying is to get the knowledge which make you closer to Him who is al-ilm. In any field that you choose especially for those who choose islamic study ( and the most specially is to the students of quran). By aming the dean's list in your study will throw you in the basket of normal-exam-oriented student! We have to reborn the islamic studying system. they're studying to undersatnd it and apply in our daily life not applying it on the one-and-a- half hour exam paper. 

Aha.. i'm remembering something, my fren had been attacked with questions on her open discussin, one of them said something like this when she uttering about exam-oriented student
" Jangan mimpi, jangan mimpi, jangan mimpi.. sedang belajar malas.. hendak dapatkan result terbaik pun susah, inikan pula mahu bercakap tentang exam oriented ". Wow.. sarcastic!
im not going to answer this statement.. im just writing to convey the true concept of study lillahi taala.

Okay.. lts make it simple. We're studying lillahi taala and answering our exam paper correctly to get the best result for our PARENTS.. im repeating for our PARENTS. why? because it will make them happy in order to become anak soleh. Ehem.. every parents love to see their chldren's success, so, fulfil their wish. Finally, you'll get both --> the knowledge n blessed from Allah and parent's bless. InsyaAllah
~Just a piece of my mind~

2012-05-10

Aqal??


Why am i change the word minda into aqal?  Am i not the old pena minda? Of course not im still the old pena minda which is upgrading myself. It just because aqal is more holistic than minda because when im writing using only minda, it will be a heartless and souless writing. while, if im writing with aqal that means im writing with my brain and heart, with my eyes and mouth.. thats the point! Because aqal is placed on brain, eyes, heart, mouth and stomach ( if im not wrong la).. So, lets use our aqal in our life.. may allah bless us.. 

2012-04-25

Aku... siapa?

Pagi itu sungguh indah, terasa nyaman udara dalam bilik kecil yang menempatkan aku dan usrahku. Masing-masing tampak segar selepas bangkit dari tidur. Malam tadi sungguh seronok, sama-sama masak ( terutama kak  nana) sempena menyambut kegembiraan mendapat keputusan spm. Macam-macam perkara yang dikongsi, setelah lama berusrah inilah kali pertama kami betul2 duduk dalam rumah naqibah kami. (sonok betul ^_^). Dalam keheningan pagi tu, kak nana duduk membaca quran ( dia dulu DQ) . tiba -tiba 

kak nana : ape kate kita buat usrah nak..
kiteorg : nak2, ok jugak
mulalah usrah kami pagi tu dalam pukul 8 pagi, macam-macam perkara yang kak nana share, salah satu yg paling aku igt persoalan mengenai siapa kita dalam kehidupan ni..

kak nana : sape tahu.. ape tujuan kite dijadikn?
aku : utk beribadat kpd Allah, yg ayat wama khalqtul.. tu..
kak nana : ha.. betul2, ok cube bce ayt tu betul2..
(aku pun bacelah betul2)
kak nana: selain yg farzana cakap, ade lgi x?
H : ade2.. yg sruh jdi khalifah.. surah al-baqarah
kak nana : pun betul.. surah al-baqara ayat 30 (kak nana pun bacelah ayt tu)

                     ..........................................................

Sebenarnya persoalan yang nak ditimbulkan disini satu shj.. sape kita didunia ni? Ana rasa bukanlah suatu yg asing lagi apabila soalan ini ditimbulkan, dua dalil konkrit ini pasti akan dibahaskan. Ana sendiri mengakui tujuan kehidupan kita didunia ni utk menjadi hamba kepada al-Khaliq and at the same time memakmurkan bumi-Nya. am i right?

Cume mungkin kita boleh spesifikasikan lagi lorong hidup kita, ana adalah ana, anda adalah anda.. kita mungkin shj berbeza tapi berdiri atas satu paksi yg sama. Sebenarnya, soalan ana.. apa peranan kita? i mean ~ what is your role in this world?. 
Ana beri contoh mudah, contohnya.. Mustafa adalah seorang engineer, dalam pada masa dia adalah hamba Allah dan khalifah dibumi ini. Mustafa menjalankan kerja2 ke'engineer'an dalam kerangka seorang hamba dan khalifah. 
Zubair pula adalah seorang pegawai keselamatan, sama seperti mustafa, zubair menjalankan kerja2 keselamatan dalam kerangka seorang hamba dan khalifah. 
Ana adalah seorang pelajar dan bercita -cita sbg ---, jadi ana perlulah belajar dan bakal bekerja dalam ruang lingkup seorang hamba dan khalifah.
persoalannya sekarang..  siapa anda pada masa akan datang yg seiring dengan watak hamba dan khalifah? 


Setiap dari kita pasti ada kelebihan tersendiri, ade kelabihan yang lahir bersama kita dan ada juga kelebihan yang kita sendiri lahirkan.. yg penting ia tetap kelebihan yang dianugerahkan kpd kita. Bertitik tolak dari kelebihan itulah yg akan melorongkan jalan hidup kita. Ana ade sedikit tips untuk mengenal kelebihan diri.. dimana sebenarnya keakuan anda..

1) kenalpasti minat dan jiwa anda cenderung kemana? (muzik, sosial, talk, computer n etc)
2) uji semula betul ke itu adalah minat sebenar anda, caranya cuba lakukan perkara tu pada waktu tengah malam n anda sgt mengantuk pada waktu tu. kalau boleh anda berjaga sepanjang malam dengan melakukan minat anda itu.
3) sekiranya anda berjaya, maka that's is your soul.. itulah diri anda, tapi kalau gagal cuba cari minat yang lain pula.
4) lepas dah tahu sape jiwa kita, createlah masa depan yang menjiwai jiwa kita dan mampu seiring dengan watak hamba dan khalifah.

p/s- kalau minat itu sesuatu yg kurang baik, perbaikilah.. ^_^  (harap dapat membantu)  

2012-04-02

Bernoulli's principle

A principle about speed and pressure (if im not wrong). the applications is on the wings of aeroplane, when the speed of air above the wing is higher, then the pressure is low. while the pressure below the wing will be greater which result in the upwards movement of wings and the earoplane itself. (thanks mama, still remembering u).

What about its application in life? let image the speed of air as the obstacles of life, the wings is ourself, while the pressure below is our inner potential. Is it true when we face hardness in life it will rise up our inner potential? I have a story to tell you.

It happen when me n my frens (teah, naimah, mizah, nad and ... couldn't remember them sorry) took part in Karnival Sains peringkat Negeri Sembilan. I still remember how nervous we're with our small and silly experiment with our titlte as the single SMKA student which take part in the carnival, it really make us low esteem. we devided into two group, my group sat beside TKC's (Tunku Kursiah College) student. their experiment.. wow, it perfect, no doubt at all. when the judges came, my mouth splited, when i explain about our invention, he said "i know that, then?" . until im speechless!!

At the other side, my frens is being tortured with a methodist student about our invention. He asked teah thousands of question, (of course they're speaking). i know teah have tried her best to answer it all, but maybe she was nervous and couldnt explain properly to that boy. then. he come out with a statement that craved in my hypothalamus until now,
" i love to see your weakness.."
he created a smile then passed by. my fren teah couldnt say nothing until we took a rest together. and she told me the story. it burn my soul.(at the moment la)

To that boy, with the full respect and  from the core of my heart, thanks a lot,  thousands, billions, millions and trillions of gratefulness for Allah who open his mouth to give us 'that' statement. This statement had inspired me n my life. It open my worldview to uphold the name of islam at the highest place. Never do something that make the others laugh at islam and tremble it. never, never and never.

Hope that this story will inject us with the vaccine of 'the spirit of islam'. and also thanks a lot to that boy..

p/s- 'i love the one who correct my mistake' ~umar alkhattab~



2012-02-25

Bashar al-Dahsyat





SYRIA

Syria merdeka dari penjajahan Perancis pada 1945, dan telah diperintah oleh anak bangsa Syria sendiri sehingga zaman Hafez Al-Assad yang telah memerintah selama 32 tahun dan diikuti oleh anaknya Basyar Al-Assad yang telah memerintah selama 11 tahun. Syria telah menjadi negara yang diperintah oleh diktator.
Hafez Al-Assad berpegang pada Syiah Nusairiyah, yang menyimpan perasaan dengki terhadap rakyatnya daripada MUSLIM SUNNI, yang mencaci dan menghina Saidina Aishah dan Ummahatul Mukminin radhiyallahu anhum, diharamkan sembelihan mereka, mereka melakukan kejahatan yang pelbagai, mereka tidak solat di masjid kita (ASWJ).
Kerajaan Syria didokong oleh Iran yang terkenal dengan Syiahnya, bahkan Hafez sendiri merupakan pelampau Syiah.
Syeikh Hassan seterusnya menceritakan tentang Syria yang mana 6 peratus darinya merupakan Syiah Alawie, 10% darinya beragama Kristian dan 84% daripada rakyatnya beragama Muslim Sunni. Iran mempertahankan tindakan ganas regim Hafez yang membunuh rakyatnya sendiri, begitu juga Hizbullah di Lubnan juga menyokong tindakan Hafez Al-Assad.
BERMULA ZAMAN AYAHNYA- Hafez Al-Assad- konflik berdarah di Hama pada tahun 1982 yang berlaku selama 27 hari mengorbankan hampir 46000 ribu penduduk Hama. Peristiwa ini menyebabkan rakyat Syria mendiamkan diri dari politik sekian lama.
Rakyat mula kembali bangkit terhadap kezaliman yang berlaku semenjak 8 bulan yang lalu.
Permulaan revolusi berlaku di Hama, kemudian merebak ke bandar-bandar lain seperti Dar’aa, Hauran, Halab bahkan sehingga ia berlaku di 157 tempat di Syria.


PUNCA KEBANGKITAN
Ada sekumpulan kanak-kanak seramai lingkungan 28 orang bermain-main dan telah menulis sesuatu di dinding sekolah mereka. Apa yang ditulis oleh kanak-kanak ini ialah RAKYAT MAHU JATUHKAN KERAJAAN. Slogan ini telah dilaungkan di negara2 yang berlaku kebangkitan rakyat. Pasukan keselamatan Syria telah menangkap kanak-kanak ini. Mereka telah diseksa dengan cara mencabut kuku-kuku kaki dan tangan mereka. Salah seorang kanak2 itu telah meninggal dunia dan keluarganya meminta mayat kanak2 itu serta kanak2 lain dilepaskan. Kerajaan telah meletakkan syarat dimana bila mahu lepaskan kanak2 itu, mereka perlu memberi wanita2 dikalangan mereka untuk dinikahi oleh puak2 kerajaan Syria ini ( satu bentuk penghinaan), maka berlakulah kebangkitan di Syria.


BENTUK KEZALIMAN YANG BERLAKU SEPANJANG TEMPOH SAURAH
1-Dalam masa 42 hari telah terbunuh Syahid seramai 4000 orang rakyat Syria.
2-39000 orang telah cedera, mereka tak dirawat dan dibiarkan sahaja.
3-Satu peristiwa di mana seramai 19 orang doktor di hospital dan 40 orang pesakit di hospital tersebut dibunuh tentera Assad di wilayah Doma.
4-9000 tahanan ditahan.
5-413 orang telah syahid di dalam penjara.
6-Wanita2 diculik dan dibawa ke tempat yang tak diketahui. Wanita ini telah dirogol di hadapan abang2, ayah, anak2, dan ahli keluarga mereka. Sebelum dirogol, mereka digari terlebih dahulu.
7-Seorang ukhti bernama Zainab Al-Husni dari Hims, di Madinah Khalid bin Al-Walid. Beliau telah ditangkap dan mahu diperkosa oleh tentera yang menangkapnya. Tetapi beliau melawan. Lantas beliau dibunuh dan telah dipotong 4 KERAT.. Anggota badan yang dikerat itu dimasukkan ke dalam plastik, lalu dicampakkan ke hadapan keluarga beliau.
8-Mengucapkan takbir merupakan sesuatu yang tidak disukai.
9-Menyuruh tukar Laa Ilaha Illah Basyar Asad.
10-Basyar Assad juga daripada kelompok Syiah yang terkeluar daripada Islam dan mengharuskan untuk membunuh Muslimin Sunni..84% daripada posisi kepimpinan Rejim Basyar Assad dipegang oleh kaum keluarga mereka yang terdiri daripada 3 keluarga besar, 6% daripada posisi tersebut pula daripada kaum Ajam dan 10% lagi daripada golongan Kuffar.. Tiada posisi bagi Ahlus Sunnah wal Jamaah..Kezalimannya terhadap wanita dan kanak2 juga terlalu dahsyat melebihi Israel..rakyat2 Sunni dibunuh sesuka hati tetapi walau seorang Israel pun tidak ditumpahkan darah..hasbunallahu wa neemal wakeel..
#RAKYAT YANG KELUAR BERDEMONSTRASI AKAN MANDI DAN BERWUDHUK KERANA MEREKA YAKIN TIDAK AKAN KEMBALI LAGI…


FATWA ULAMA TENTANG SAURAH DI SYRIA
Rabitah Ulama Syria yang diasaskan oleh Dr Ali As-Sobuni dan Rabithah Ulama Sedunia telah berfatwa kepada rakyat Syria agar mempertahankan rumah mereka daripada keganasan tentera walaupun dengan menggunakan pisau dengan berdalilkan hadis berikut;
#”Barangsiapa terbunuh mempertahankan hartanya, maka dia syahid ; barangsiapa terbunuh mempertahankan ahli keluarganya, maka dia syahid; atau mempertahankan agamanya, maka dia syahid” -hadith ini dikeluarkan oleh Abu Daud dalam Sunannya (2/275) An-Nasaie dan Tirmidzi dan disahihkan oleh Imam Al-Albaniy dan Ahmad (1652 dan 1653) dari jalan Said Bin Zaid dan sanadnya Shahih.


PERKARA TERBARU.
1-Masa depan kebangkitan ini begitu baik. ia berterusan dan semakin kukuh. Lebih 30000 tentera yang terdiri dari pegawai telah bersama rakyat. Mereka ini telah melindungi orang2 yang turun berdemo kerana tidak tahan melihat kekejaman rejim Basyar Assad ini yang sesuka hati membunuh rakyatnya sendiri.
2-Pertubuhan2 Arab (Liga Arab) telah mengambil pendirian tentang apa yang telah Syria lakukan terhadap rakyatnya. Mereka tidak membenarkan pegawai2 Syria memasuki tanah mereka. tetapi ada dua negara yang tidak berpendirian sedemikian iaitu Iraq dan Lubnan. Iran tidak berpendirian sedemikian kerana pemimpin Syria merupakan orang Syiah dan mereka selalu meminta pertolongan dari Iran kerana Iran merupakan negara Syiah.
3-Syeikh Yussuf Al-Qaradhawi telah mengeluarkan fatwa bahawa mereka yang terbunuh dalam keadaan yang sebegini adalah seorang yang SYAHID….
4-95% ulama Syria telah bersama dalam kebangkitan rakyat ini.
5-19% negara-negara Arab telah mewajibkan sekatan politik dan ekonomi ke atas Syria.


KENAPAKAH KITA KURANG MENGETAHUI DENGAN JELAS ISU SYRIA?
1- Gambaran tentang Syria agak tidak jelas bila dijelaskan oleh media2, kerana itu Syeikh Hassan dihantar bagi menjelaskan apakah sebenarnya yang berlaku di SYRIA..
2-Media2 barat sebenarnya tidak mahu manusia dunia tahu akan apakah sebenarnya yang berlaku di Syria. Lalu mereka telah memutarbelitkan fakta.
3-Syeikh Khalid Hasan bercerita, ketika beliau di Indonesia dan bertemu dengan seorang teman, teman itu berkata dia lihat di akhbar bahawa ramai orang menyokong Kerajaan Syria. TV Indonesia juga menyiarkan bahawa ramai yang menyokong Kerajaan Syria yang dipimpin oleh Basyar Al-Assad. Apa yang berlaku sebenarnya ialah, kerajaan telah mengumpulkan pegawai2nya supaya berkumpul dalam erti kata lain mahu menunjukkan kepada dunia bahawa Basyar Al-Assad ini mempunyai ramai yang menyokong beliau.
4-Jangan terpedaya dengan kenyataan2 yang kita dengar dari ahli intelektual Syria dan ahli politik Syria bahawa yang Syria menentang Israel. Tetapi, sejak zaman ayah Basyar Al-Assad lagi (Hafez Al-Assad) tidak satu peluru pun yang singgah ke tanah Israel. Bahkan Tanah Tinggi Golan yang terletak di Tanah Syria telah dikuasai oleh Israel.
5-Kita banyak tidak tahu tentang Isu Syria selama ini sebab media telah dikawal oleh pihak rejim Basyar Assad. Manakala sumber media lain tidak dibenarkan memasuki Syria untuk membuat liputan. Segala gambar dan video yang menjadi bahan bukti adalah hasil rakaman daripada para pendemonstrasi yang bertekad untuk merakam sendiri kezaliman tersebut dan kebanyakan daripada mereka telah menemui syahid. Sebahagian rakaman lain telah dijual oleh tentera rejim Basyar Assad dengan harga 100 dolar. Syeikh Dr Khalid Hassan Al-Hindawi merupakan delegasi khas Syeikh Dr Yussuf Al-Qaradhawi ke Asia Tenggara untuk menyampaikan dan menyebarkan berita sebenar.

sumber : http://myibrah.com

2012-02-23

Attartuk terkutuk

Mustafa - kemal attatrtuk, satu nama yang tidak asing bagi dunia islam. Dialah penyelamat, dialah pembangun, dialah bapa permodenan turki. Sehingga seorang penyair menukilkan dalam syairnya "engkaulah khalik turki yg baru". Mendapat gelaran kemal sewaktu masih muda yang bermaksud sempurna, apabila menjadi panglima mempertahankan tanah air turki. Attartuk pula bermaksud bapa permodenan turki yg didapatinya apabila berjaya mengulingkan Sultan Abd Hamid II pd thun 1924. Kemal telah mengasaskan ideologi kemalism yang berkiblatkan sekularisme dan menyembah barat. Sehingga kini, terdapat akta yg meninggikan ideologi kemalis melebihi segala yg lain sehingga sesiapa yg bertentangan dengannya dianggap penderhaka tanah air.

Disebalik nama bapa permodenan turki....


Kemal adalah seorang yahudi donma ( org yahudi yg pura2 msuk islam) yg dilahirkan oleh siti zubeidah tetapi tidak dapat dipastikan siapa bapanya. Hayatnya penuh dengan kedurjanaan apabila dia telah berzina dengan anak jiranya ketika umur 14 thun. Pendidikan kemal sangat teruk sejak kecil yg akhirnya dia dihntr ke sekolah tentera oleh ibunya. Jiwa ketenteraan kemal diasah sejak kecil sehingga mendapat PhD dlm bidang ini.

Seperti yg kita ketahui, attartuk ini telah menjadi pembleot kpd islam, menjadi tali barut barat (masonism) utk menjatuhkan sistem khalifah. Disini sy bawakan beberapa kisah kejatuhan sistem khalifah :

1922 - Attartuk menjadi kebanggan rakyat apabila mendapat kemengan mempertahankan turki dari kuasa luar. Bermulanya perjanjian rahsia antara attartuk dengan barat.

1924 - Konflik tentang sultan n sistem khalifah dinaikkan. rakyat mula membenci sultan. akhirnya pd tanggal 23 mac 1924, sistem khalifah turki diruntuhkan. Naiklah sistem republik kemal...

1922 - 1938 - kemal memimpin turki dan menjadi bapa permodenan turki. tulisan arab diganti dengan tulisan latin, azan ditukar ke dalam bahasa turki, tarbus ditukar dengan topi barat, hijab bagi wanita diharamkan, masjid aya sofia dijadikan muzium, pengajian islam dihapuskan dalam pendidikan.kemal telah mengangkat dirinya lbh dr drjt seprg manusia, tiang2 pemenggal dibina dijalan2, sesiapa yg membantah arahannya akan digantung. Berkata Dr. Abdullah Azzam " aku x dpt mlupakna seorang lelaki yang memakai tarbus y digantung dijalanan apanbila jangutnya yg putih beterbangan ditiup angin.

1938 - turki diperintah oleh ismet inonu..

Sedikit kisah Adnan Mandares...


Sewaktu pemerintahan ismet inonu, parti republik (kemal) mengalami penurunan. dan untuk memastikan kelangsungan dakyah barat terhadap turki, barat telah menampung perbelanjaan utk menubuhkan parti demokrat yg dipimpin oleh Adnan Mandares.
Pada satu ketika, berlaku keajaiban kepada diri Adnan Mandares, apabila pesawat yg dinaikinya tiba2 mengalami kerosakan. Kala itu, Mandares berdoa dalam hatinya "seandainya aku terselamat dari kecelakaan ini, aku akan islam kembali di turki". Akhirnya, pesawat itu terhempas dan dengan izin Allah, hanya Mandares shj yg terselamat.

1950- Parti demokrat mendapat kemengan besar. Mandares telah mewujudkan menbina ribuan masijd dan madrasah, serta mewujudkan pusat2 tahfiz di sekitar turki. Pembawaan islam oleh Mandares sgt jelas dan akhirnya beliau dihukum gantung atas kesalahan mewujudkan sentimen beragama dlm rakyat turki.

bakal bersambung insyaAllah...


sumber : turki : negara dua wajah ( Dr. Abdullah Azzam)

2012-02-16

why men and women cant be friends

Jesse Budd had prove us the reasons of un-illegal relationship between men and women. He brought us to see      the psychology of men and women. Women may say yes, cause they have no feeling towards his guy friends, but what about the guys? At the end of the discussion, all the respondent said no - because thats the real answer. im not going to babbling about this issue ~ just watch this movie and conclude it for yourself. 



maybe you can see this - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_lh5fR4DMA

The only solution is back to the quran ~


what is the legal relationship between men and women ( other than get married) ? there is certain part of our life that we need each other. we can classified it into 4 main points :
1- studying (male teacher n female student or vice versa)
2- selling n buying ( seller n customer)
3- medical needs (doctor n patient)
4- amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar

i would like to discuss about the 4th point, amar maruf nahi mungkar. what is the definition of amar maruf nahi mungkar? when you are connecting with the other gender, is it circling only on amar maruf nahi mungkar? ~ find it yourself! here, i brought the opinion of Imam Hanafi who take the usulfiqh of  "the origin of everything is haram, until come dalil to allow it". From his side, the relationship between men and women is actually prohibited (haram),  if and only if proven with dalil to allow it, they can be connected. so, you can think on your own, the awlawiyat of connecting with verses gender and it limitation. The young daei must hold on the right pillar.

Im asking to myself and you, are we going to beat the rule of islam in the stand of amar maruf nahi mungkar? i know, not all daei do like this - then take this as a reminder to pevent yourself from any evil things. we must remember that we live at the last age of life, as we know, there is a lof of fitnah spreading in our life. please, save ourself from become a part of fitnah. amin. insayAllah ~ life is easy when you live in islamic way of life because islam is easy~

~ as my naqib said, this relationship is flexible. is it true?~

2012-02-09

harinya kembali...

Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah, 
Indah sungguh tarbiyah dr Allah, dsini ana copy semula sajak yang pernah dinukilkan sewaktu 'remaja' dulu. Menceritakan segalanya, salam ampun n perjuangan buat sahabat2 shams terutamanya 1089...

kelmarin
aku berjalan penuh jati diri
tak perlu lagi bertatih mahupun merangkak
ayuh, ayuh bangunlah teman jalan seiring dgnku..
kupaksa sahabat
menjadi sepertiku
kupedulikan kaki kalian yg patah
tangan kalian yg hilang
yang kupasti aku mahu kau jadi sptku

semalam,
kudaki bukit itu
walau tinggi menjulang kelangit
aku berlari mencari puncaknya
ah.. sakitnnya tercucuk duri
kubiar segalanya
asal saja kudapat sampai kepuncaknya
ada sahabat menjerit
meminta tunggu sebentar
namun aku mahu pantas
"ayuh lekas bangun
kini bukan waktu tuk berehat"
ada pula yg kejang kakinya
tak mampu berlari mengejarku
kutengking dia, kusepak kakinya
harapanku moga cepat reda....

tadi
wah, kutelah sampai kepuncak
kugirang tidak terkira
kujulang-julang diriku
melompat sepenuh rasa
hmmm
dan kini ku arahkan teman-temanku
kita harus menuruni cerun ini
agar dapat kita daki
bukit yang satu lagi

aku turuni bukit ini
dengan satu semangat jitu
aku berlari sekuat hati
menuruni cerun ini
kurasakn kakiku bagai tak berpijak atas bumi
selaju kakiku mulutku lantang mengeluar bunyi
menjadi pembakar semangat diri

tiba-tiba,
kala kelajuanku mencapai tahap tertinggi
datang insan sufi
menggenggam seketul batu
lalu dihayunkan batu itu kearahku
BANGG....
terpelanting wajahku kekiri
lalu tergolek diriku sendiri
darah merah pekat mengalir laju
sedang diriku masih tergolek
menuruni curam itu

akhirnya kutersadung batang pokok
kala itu
kuterfikir
apa akan jadi kelak
pada diri ini
.......................................................


Kini, batuan perjuangan kembali. Khas buat shbt2 dsini..

haritu,
aku bertatih mengorak langkah
aku cuba mempercepatkan segalanya
kuarahkan sahabat ini
kutinggikan suara ke sahabat yang lg satu
agar segalanya namapak perfect dimataku
ayuh, kita perlu berlari bkn bertatih!!

esoknya,
kelihatan seorg insan mengengam batu
melambung2 tinggi ke langit
menanti masa utk dituju
ak msh duduk bersedia
melihat batu dilambung tinggi
tiba-tiba

DUSH!!
tepat pada bahuku
bagai mahu terpelanting diri ini
terduduk diam seribu
mengenang kembali khilafan diriku
puas kuperhalusi
terjumpaku satu persatu
segalanya perlu...

kelmarinnya,
GEDEBAB!!
sume terkena....
rasa hati bagai dihiris
terlampau sakit menyiat jwa ini
hanya kerana helaian warkah
Allah.... sabarlah duhai shbt   
pasti hikmahnya kan tersingkap
pabila Allah bongkarkan segalanya...
PASTI!!

tulatnya,
sudah tersingkap satu persatu 
hikmahnya terlalu indah
tiap jiwa punya kelebihan
tak kurang jua kelamahan
ayuh, kita mara mengkoreksi diri
dalam perjalanan menjadi daei
salam mujahadah shbt
~maafkan kekhilafan diri ini~

                     
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